"All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing" Edmund Burke, 18th century Philospher.


"A long habit of not thinking a thing wrong gives it a superficial appearance of it being right." Thomas Paine


"The welfare of humanity is always the alibi of tyrants." Albert Camus

"Choice is the essence of ethics: if there were no choice there would be no ethics, no good, no evil; good and evil have meaning only insofar as man is free to choose." Margaret Thatcher, March 14, 1977

“It is difficult to get a man to understand something, when his salary depends on his not understanding it.” ― Upton Sinclair



Explaining the Cause

I am a practicing obstetrician who is a strong supporter of patients rights to informed consent and refusal. I believe a patient has the right to choose her own path given true and not skewed informed consent. Following that tenet, just as a woman should be able to choose to have an elective c/section she should be able to choose not to have one, as well. The American system of hospital based obstetric practice has been eroding those choices for women for quite some time. Due to concerns of economics, expediency and fears of litigation women are being coerced to make choices that may not be in their best interest.

I have had a long relationship collaborating with midwives and find the midwifery model of care to be evidenced based and successful. I was well trained at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in the mid 80's to perform breech deliveries, twin deliveries, operative vaginal deliveries and VBACs, and despite evidence supporting their continued value, hospitals are "banning" these options. Organized medicine is also doing its best to restrict the availability of access to midwives.

Home birthing is not for everyone but informed choice is. Medical ethics dictates that doctors have a responsibility and a fiduciary duty to their patients to provide true, not skewed, informed consent and to respect patient autonomy in decision making. Countries with the best outcomes in birthing have collaboration between doctors and midwives. This is not what has been happening in the hospitals of America. Its time for a change and the return of common sense.

The midwifery model of care supports pregnancy as a normal function of the female body and gives a legitimate and reasonable alternative to the over-medicalized model of birth that dominates our culture. Through this blog I hope to do my part to illuminate what is wrong with our maternity care system and what is right with it. I do not expect all to agree and that is OK. We must all understand that given honest data it is not always reasonable to expect two people to come to the same conclusion. Our differences should be respected.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

A Homebirth Story by Dena Moes

I have invited Chico Midwife Dena Moes to post a guest blog. You can read more of her thoughts at:

http://www.chicomidwife.blogspot.com

I hope you enjoy this touching story and consider visiting Dena's site. Thanks, Dr. F

Special Delivery: A Homebirth after a Previous Stillbirth
This post is written with permission from the family involved. My intent is to inspire others to think through their choices and have courage. Deep thanks are given to Rachel and her family.

Eight years ago, Rachel was twenty-two years old, in a troubled marriage, and pregnant. Young, poor, and in a challenging life situation, Rachel did her best to take care of herself and eagerly awaited her baby. She used hospital-based midwives for her care, and had a normal pregnancy. Two weeks before her due date, her water broke. She called her midwives who advised her to come over to the hospital to be checked. She showered, got dressed, and came to the hospital. When she arrived, the heart beat of the baby could not be found. The baby had died. Rachel labored heroically and gave birth naturally after many hours to her stillborn son David. The cause of his death was never found, and the diagnosis of "unexplained stillbirth" was given to him.

The birth of David changed Rachel's life. She describes the changes as positive, because she used her grief as a catalyst for transformation. She began a profound spiritual journey, left her unhealthy marriage, and basically started a new life, listening deeply into her heart to find what was good and true for her. Rachel says "I believe that David and I had an agreement, made many lifetimes ago, that in this lifetime our time together would only last as long as it did. For whatever reason, that was what was meant for us. If it weren't for him, I would not be the person I am now."


Several years later, Rachel met Henry, a gentle, compassionate man who shared her spiritual approach to life and love of the wilderness. They married and bought property in the mountains together, to homestead and live "back to the land" . Rachel says "the urn of David's ashes stayed with me for years. I didn't know what to do with them. I often dreamed of a mountain, where I was to place his ashes, but I couldn't find that mountain. When we walked onto our property for the first time, I looked out and could see the mountain from my dream. I knew we were home." That summer Rachel climbed the mountain and scattered his ashes. A few months later, she was pregnant.

Rachel went back to the same hospital-based midwives for her care. She had felt well cared for with David, despite the outcome. The midwife explained that this pregnancy would be considered high-risk, due to her history. She outlined a plan that included multiple ultrasounds, non-stress tests for the last six weeks, and an early induction of labor. Rachel was surprised, and went home to think about all she had been told. She was now a wise, strong, healthy mother. She ate all organic, whole foods, and lived an active mountain life. Her life was full of love and joy. She listened deeply to her heart and discovered how strongly she knew that this pregnancy was entirely different from the last, that this baby was a healthy and strong girl, and that she would be born alive.

At the next prenatal visit, Rachel attempted to explain this all to her midwife. She says "With the last pregnancy I did everything I was told. I had every lab test, I had the ultra-sounds. I did all the medical stuff, and still ended up with a dead baby. Whether the baby lives or not has nothing to do with your lab tests and ultra-sounds. I intend to decline them all. The baby will live because the baby is meant to live." The midwife became tense at this response, and Rachel feared that a hostile disagreement was about to take place. But then the midwife took a deep breath, centered herself, and gave Rachel a gift. The gift was in the form of these words "I think you would be happier with a homebirth midwife. Let me give you a couple names."

Rachel came to me at the beginning of her third trimester. She shared her story, and we connected right away. She wanted me to help her have this baby, and I felt honored to assist. I was awed by her strength and clarity. We carefully selected some lab tests for her - blood type, iron, HIV, blood sugar. We did not do an ultrasound. We talked a lot about feeling fetal movement, and tuning in with the baby. We talked about her previous birth, and shed tears together. Henry came to most of the appointments, nervous but open to learning. They read Ina May's birth stories to each other at night. Again and again, Rachel clearly communicated her feelings; with a different father, her own self so evolved and changed , and everything about her life so different, she did not fear another stillbirth.

Rachel gestated away happily, and her due date came and went. She was taking evening primrose oil and a birth preparation tincture to encourage a timely labor. Her last prenatal visit was three days after her due date. This visit was different. She was starting to feel anxious, and with so much time "waiting", thoughts about the stillbirth were creeping in. I acknowledged her feelings and gave her reassurance that her feelings were normal. It is hard to wait and wait! We listened to the baby for a long time and heard the heart-rate accelerate with fetal movement, which is a sign of well-being. We decided I would come and listen to the baby every couple days until labor begins. I told her I thought she would have her baby soon.

That same night, Rachel went into labor. My assistant Amber and I arrived at her home around midnight. Rachel was sitting in a comfy chair, eyes full of tears. We sat down beside her, listened to the baby's heart beat, and then listened to her. Between contractions, she wept and told us how excited she was, overwhelmed with gladness. She told us she had been holding her excitement back all this time, just keeping that little piece of her heart safe by not getting too excited. But now that she was in labor, and was still feeling the baby move, she was suddenly feeling all the anticipation of having her real, live baby. The tears rolled down her face, and I told her how good it was to cry, and share her feelings.

Rachel labored beautifully through he night. She cuddled with Henry on a mattress on the living room floor for a long time. She was quiet and tuned inward , and we just listened to the baby every half hour and let her be. Each time we went to listen to the baby's heart, I felt a little extra charge, and then relief at the sound it beating away perfectly. I focused on taking slow calming breaths in those moments, in order to maintain a calm, peaceful atmosphere for Rachel. We gently reassured her how well it was going, how good the heart beat was. When her labor got intense, I asked her how she was doing and she said, "excited". She never complained, and seemed to enjoy the whole labor. I checked her once, and at three a.m. she was 8 cms. At four a.m. her water broke with nice clear fluid, and a half hour later she felt like pushing. She lay on her side for a while just lightly pushing as her body told her until I could tell the baby had moved way down into her pelvis. I invited her to sit on my Amish birthing stool and ten minutes later her nine pound baby girl was born. Zoe Elizabeth was born pink and healthy, and was contentedly nursing by the time she was thirty minutes old.

Rachel had been right- her baby was strong and healthy, and meant for this world. As her midwife, I trusted both her inner wisdom and her body's ability to birth. During her birth I was careful to respect who she is and what her personal process entailed. She was not just "another patient". This very personal, individualized approach is a hallmark of homebirth midwifery. I am very grateful to her for inviting me to be her midwife, and now for her generosity in allowing me to share this story with others. May it be healing to those that need healing, and inspirational to those that need inspiration!

4 comments:

  1. Thank you for sharing this story. I love clients who learn to trust themselves.

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  2. Beautiful story, Dena... thank you and Rachel and Henry for sharing it.

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